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always use confidence and sunshineas well as bully and outrageous to disguise myself , but, when in front of the cruelly fact .any camouflage are redundant, no matter how crazy laughed, the tears of canthus is unable to hide, that is my pain, the pain thorough my heart .

Always rude and overbearing self-confidence sun to camouflage themselves, but, as cruel when the facts before us, any disguise is superfluous, smile and then crazy, eyes are unable to hide the tears, it is my pain, deep heart pain ...

always disguise myself with selfconfidence sunshin earbitrariness peremptoriness,However when the facts so cruel in front of sight，Any clothes are extra. crazy laughter can't cover up the tears in canthus,It was my painful,the ache Into the heart ...

Always confident sunshine squirt to disguise himself, but, when the fact that cruel lies ahead, any camouflage are redundant, laughed again crazy, tears are unable to hide, it is my deep heart pain, pain ...